Initials OUT...

OK...so I started our blog using the initials of everyone involved to keep them all private from people who we don't know that are reading our story. Well for some of my family members the blog had been a bit confusing. Sorry Y'ALL. So now I have decided to just be as open as I ever was, but with real names. hahahahaha. Hopefully those who had a hard time following my blog will now have an easier read. I hope they will start enjoying all the updates like the rest of you. :)

I will be 9 weeks on Tuesday! Time is flying by. I am so ready to start looking like a pregnant women instead of a "fat" woman. :) I am in that weird stage where my clothes are super tight, but my maternity clothes are a little big. My entire body is changing and some of it is not in a good way. I don't care because I am with child/children and could not be any happier. Matter of fact I cry every so often because I am so happy. I have everything I ever wanted, my health, my husband (who by the way is the most wonderful man in the world), I'm pregnant and the list just keeps going on and on. I hate that I'm about to say this, but I keep getting this horrible feeling that something is going to go wrong because I am so happy. My life is complete and it never has been before. I guess I am so used to dreaming of having this life and now that I have it I'm so scared it will go away. I told this to one of my closest girlfriends and she said it is normal to have these feelings especially when you are pregnant. She said she had the weirdest feelings during her pregnancy and also had very vivid weird dreams. I hope she is right.

As for our appointments we have one on Tuesday the 11th with our IVF doctor. I think it is another ultra sound and more blood work. Then the following week on 5.17 we have our first appointment with my OBGYN! Ray (DH) is making sure to be at every single appointment. He has been by my side the entire way. We will post our new photos from our ultra sound for you all to see.

ONE MORE THING...I would like to say HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the moms & moms-to-be! I pray that God will bless you all and your beautiful families. I love you and I am so blessed to have such wonderful, strong and loving woman to look up too as I start my journey as a mom.

Jules